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[22 Nov 2004|10:35pm] |
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what up Bitches?? Anyway life is goin' ok guess. I've been trying to drive standard and i think i got it but when im on a hill i get so fucken scared because i dont want to roll otherwise im ok at it.
I talked to the whore today!!! everyone was telling me to talk to her so i gave her a call because people were saying that they were worried about her because she hasnt been coming to school and she's kind of crazy so you dont know what shes going to do to herself. Anyway i just asked her how she was doing and that i was worried and she sounded "fake" if you know what i mean like you can tell something is wrong but its hidden. Anyway i dont know what im goin' to do know.
Christmas is almost here!!! im not really excited this year. but i just love the feeling of it. my Mom goes all out on christmas like our whole house and she started already crazy yah. I want a Ipod, and a tattoo but my mom was like hell no i have to wait untill im 18 what a bitch yah i know younger people then me who has choke tattoos.
Burnin' alot lately its not like im addicted too the shit its just that i need to relax sometimes and that shit hits the spot. i dont want to smoke alot though because you get the munchys and i dont want to get fat!! i think my New Years goal is going to be lose weight. i mean im not overweight but i just want to get in shape and stuff like that.
Peace Out..
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[18 Nov 2004|09:54pm] |
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Went shopping today!!! bought alot of shit too.. lol anyway im getting ready for winterball and im kind of excited I cant wait but im really waiting for my Jr. Prom..
Today my friend asked me a question that i was kind of stumped by...what kind of crazy job would you do? and i said PORN STAR lol. and i would to if not a porn star then a exotic dancer lol.
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[14 Nov 2004|11:41pm] |
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Hey whats up im back...
Anyway i have "Mother Issues" Help.. i thought this only happens to girls but its happening to me and its getting worst. Ok Ok i love my mom but i cant handle her! she is so irritating i mean i think she thinks that im going to die!! like she calls me for the stupidest things in the world, and she wants to know every little thing that im doing, i mean she wants to know every little fucken fact and its sick. because why should she know its none of her fucken business right? ok here is one reason why she is messing up my life, she calls my job because she thinks im not there!! and its getting me in trouble at work and its embarrassing. and she thinks that you can answer your cell phone when your working so fucken dumb yeah i swear. she was like "well you dont answer your phone" and im like hello im working what do you want me to do drop everything and get fired to pick up the phone. Even my friends see it and there all like "damn man she needs to let go" im fucken 16 almost 17 and shes doing this! listen to this i can tell her where im going and then i leave 5 MIN. later she calls "where are you?" what the hell is that what? you want to know the street how many fucken inches i left its like damn. OoO listen to this i went to subway yesterday and she called and guess what she fucken asked? i was like oOo im at subway and shes like with who? where? why? so i give in, then shes like what are you buying!! what the hell is that? fuck i dont know what to do already i dont understand why shes doing this, i mean its causing damage to me mentally.
Sorry for ranting like that but i cant help my life is weird and confusing, its funny really but not for me.
Ok oK my "date" was OK.. i liked it, it was fun we talked watched a movie (Austin Powers: Goldmember) and just chilled. but when it came time to sleep things got weird because we both didnt know? (I was spending the night) so i guess we both were giving mixed signals and i ended up being a gentleman and slept in the living room and just NOW i got off the phone it just so happens that we both wanted to be close and just wanteed to cuddle and keep each other company but it didnt work out like that. but i guess it was a good sign because we dont want to go to fast right...
Peace Out..
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[12 Nov 2004|12:59pm] |
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the past days have be relaxing.. I love it i dont work for 2 days so thats cool. School has been good because we get out 12 this week because of parent teacher conferences so thats cool.
i hope that you guys like my new icon. thought that it was cute something different. it have the High school jock kissing the cheerleader cool yeah. lol.
anyway theres this guy in my class that my friend is talking to for like what 3 weeks or even less and im so upset at my friend because shes acting so dumb and i dont understand why? ok ok this is what happened the went out on ONE let me say it again ONE date and thats it and the hardly talk on the phone believe me i know i heard on of their little "sessions" its really sad. Anyway here comes the problem he asked her out like boyfriend girlfriend kind and this is what she said "i guess so" really thats what she say and i feel so sorry for her because she doesnt even like this guy. i mean hes goodlooking and all but i just dont know. i mean i want her to get into a relationship but not the kind where she doesnt know what she wants and doesnt know what shes getting into. i just hope she can think straight and get the image in her head that shes lonely because shes not shes goodlooking and has alot friends and the only reason she feels like this is because she is corrupted by her surroundings and media. i dont know what to do because me and her are fucken close like we tell each other everything and plus we known each other forever and i just dont want her to do things that she should do. but i have to let live her own life because i cant tell her what to do.
Okok enough of that. whats going on with me. i have a date this saturday im so happy but kind of scared because im going over to the house and its just going to be the two of us and there is going to be alcohol im nervous and a scary movie (ahh). i shouldnt be nervous because we been talking for awhile now and we went out a couple of times. so i shouldnt be scared but i am. HELP.
Peace
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[10 Nov 2004|09:56pm] |
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Finally i got it. well not completely but its looking ok. Anyway life was ok today nothing really happened school was shitty as always and work was the worst i fucken hate that place i only stay there for one reason and its not even a good one, i know its not about the money, its much more (i think) well one reason is because of my manager she's so fucken cool and i cant just leave her because everyone else is fuck heads and i cant stand them plus my boss(s) is a bitch. you ask WHY stay there i really dont know it pays ok for a teenager but its not worth it.
life at the other job, yes i have TWO jobs can you believe it and im only 16 (going to be 17 pretty soon) well yeah most people cant believe it but its true. me and my best friend hold two jobs which is weird because we both some how end up getting the same job its great two we both love it.
HELP i have a crazy friend which i know everyone has.. but my friend is pyshco im mean for real she's out there and i really dislike her wait... thats not a strong enough word i hate her. i know its harsh but its the way she is and the shit she does its just crazy. i dont want to get into it right now because i can write a whole book about this and it still wont be finished. ok thats about it i'll see yah later.
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[08 Nov 2004|05:46pm] |
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Whats up i know havent wrote in here in such a long time. the reall reason that i havent been writing is because my livejournal is so ugly i just dont know what to do. i want to make my journal nice but i dont know yet. so untill then i wont write as much. so see yah later.
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[02 May 2004|10:17pm] |
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Tonight was Alias and it was great i cant believe we have to 3 weeks for the final episode. anyway im still trying to figure out how to fix this journal up because ive notice that alot of people have really nice ones any see yah.
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[29 Apr 2004|10:19am] |
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Whassup people i just started my account and i dont really know what im doing so bare with me. hopfully ill learn fast.
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